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The Only One

I am the only one who can make myself feel the absolute lowest.
There is no one else who can take me lower.

And at the same time,

I am the only one who can save myself.

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My biggest killer…

My biggest killer is thinking that I’m not capable of obtaining anything that I desire, that I am not able to accomplish because I just don’t know enough.. It’s deadly.

My dreams start to dissolve.

I’m starting to sink back into it, this feeling that I’m wasting precious time. Time that I don’t even know how I should be spending.

I feel like I’m stuck with no idea what I should be doing. Yeah, I could find a better job.. something other than stacking boxes.
I could find a way to make money online. But how? There are so many ways to make money online. I just don’t know where to start.

All I want to think about is how sad I am in regards to what is happening in this country and all around the world.

I don’t know what the f*ck I’m supposed to be doing with my life and how to make anything profitable like my writing for instance or a clothing store.

One thing is for sure though, I know that

I am not alone 

in feeling this way.

Many people feel stuck.
And we don’t necessarily know who or where to turn to for help..

Authentic

With the world as evolved as it has, I am proud to say that we (as humans) have come far.. I am glad to be part of it. And there is much to be worked on.
Of all the humans that have walked this earth, nearly all fields have been dominated..
However, there is something missing.. Something from me.

What can I produce?
I have not contributed as much as I’d like to.

Remaining authentic to myself in all the work that I produce is what I aim for.
There doesn’t need to be anyone that has to like the work I produce, but the point is to have produced something.

What will I have to show for?

I DON’T NEED YOUR DISCOURAGEMENT

I’m not getting the right nutrients for me to grow as a person.

I’ve noticed this for a while. Sometimes you think the people in your life want to help you be the best person you can possibly be, but when I look around.. I’ve actually gotten a lot of discouragement from people who haven’t done as much with their lives.

I’m out here trying to maximize the potential and value of my life. I’m not out here trying to settle for a mediocre life.

So I say reject discouragement 
but at the same time,
accept it as encouragement.
Feed yourself the proper nutrient, self-talk, and encouragement necessary to grow. That’s what you truly need to grow.

USE IT AS FUEL!